What was it?

I sit back and wonder ..

what was it?
was that love of yours?
or just an illusion of me?
were we made for each other?
or just set to be free?

what was it?
was it a relation of bond?
or was it a bounded relation?

i still can not get over it ..
your lovely words ..
your dreamy thoughts..
your sensational lies..

they all took me to a fantasy ..
which i never have been by ..

what may ever it was ..
it was beautiful ..
it had been the best ..
you took me mad ..
you made me worst ..
you now that well ..